My love for you

“I love cats because I enjoy my home; and little by little, they become its invisible soul “

You are many things in spite of being nothing,
Day by day you are becoming special in my life,
Playing with you Talking, watching your antics It’s all a lot of fun।

Your innocent face, lovely eyes ,that has a lot of love for me, You can’t speak but your acts speaks a lot, Looks like we’ve started talking and understanding each other.


On the anniversary of the day I lost you

It’s been one year .

Today ‘s the anniversary of the day you went away, I always felt like you were around. My Heart still doesn’t believe that you are gone.

I’m full of sadness that you’re no longer here. Your influence still guides me and I still feel you near. To lose you was unbearable and time and time again, I ‘ve tried to look for reasons that no one can explain.

तू हर पल साथ है
हा मुझे ये एहसास है
नजरों से थोड़ा दूर
दिल के बहुत पास हैं,
आंखों में एक नमी – सी है
शायद ये तेरी कमी है,

एक याद ,
तुझसे मिलने की फरियाद
कभी बहती हवा मैं
कही बिखरी खुशबू मै,
कभी सूरज के उजाले मैं
कही चांद की रोशनी मै
होता तेरा दीदार,

घर तेरा बादलों के पार
तुझसे मिलने को दिल बेकरार
सावन में हल्की सी फुहार
दिल में तेरे लिए प्यार,

एक एहसास,
तेरे लौट आने की आस
तू है कहीं आसपास
नजरों से थोड़ा दूर
दिल के बहुत पास ..!!

Remembering you is easy I do it every day. Missing you is heartache that never goes away.

Take me too

“I wish we had all been birds instead.”

Meeting you every day, talking a lot. Now it has become a habit,

It’s so comforting to meet you

Although I do not understand your words, I know you want to tell me a lot,

It’s been a long time. Now we have become good friends, we enjoy together for hours

I want to go far with you, I want to fly with you, to the sky.

Take me too….


The story of a common man often coincides with each other, he dreams a lot, but somewhere he is not able to fulfill them.I daily meet lot of people, talk to them , listen their stories, share mine…

I daily meet lot of people, talk to them , listen their stories, share mine…

Few days ago , I met a boy he was working in a tech company, basically he was learning coding  ( trend now a days ).
He was not comfortable in sharing his story but
After talking for sometime, He told about himself ,

” I was pondered weak and weary and re calling There are memories I’ll remember
All my life, though some have changed
Some have gone, and some remain
A long long time ago I can still remember everything,
My childhood was so full of tussle like every middle class child , lots of dreams in the eyes and desire to fulfill them !
A small family of four members living simple life,  and had seen the struggle since childhood.
Then after completing my Sr. Secondary education, how i dreamt of doing from a prestigious university . Unfortunately I can’t my family can’t afford that.  Later on I was completely broke after my father left suddenly.
Being an elder son , all the responsibilities of the family fell on me.
So I joined college for BA , even if I don’t want to. I always regrets of my bad habit of taking decisions in a hurry. How i wasted my 2 years , it could be productive but it’s okk there’s no point of regretting now .
But now I can say life is going well , thats what actually matters. I am learning new things, got the job of my intrest, working hard to fulfill my dreams.
Some times there are the things that bothers me a lot,  But music helps a lot , that’s the only hobby I have.
“How is it that music can, without words, evoke our laughter, our fears, our highest aspirations.”

I loved talking to him , He has a very positive attitude. He is a self motivated boy, who has no complaints about his work and his life, and knows very well that, as much struggle in his life is there in the life of a common man,
He is very keen to tell that there are many opportunities in the world, it is too late to find the right opportunity and work hard to fulfill your dreams.

My window

From the morning Breeze to

first ray of sun on my face,

From seeing flowers in my garden to

Enjoying my morning tea,

Adjusting my curtains 

So that I can see all,

But none can see in.

From staring peoples to

keeping the eyes on my neighbours

From counting of cars to

To watch life fly by.

From the summer sun

To the winds of winter,

Drows of water in rainy

Fall of leaves in autumn.

when the stars come out and the moon rises in the velvet sky, 

Raising my hands to counting of stars.

Yes my window is a good partner.

Where do we stand

And the irony is,

Every body is protesting for the recent incident brutal death of the wild pragnent elephant in kerla.The growing outrage over the nation.

Authorities started taking actions, media houses are media campaigns are run for justice,  Humans must be strictly punished for inflicting such suffering to this poor animal.  

My concern is not just for this elephant but for all the animals who are slaughtered. As a human, we many a times eat flesh but none of us gives a thought that we are consuming some living beings like us. 

And when social media is throwing a light upon this incident of pregnant elephant, we are just thinking about that elephant, even though we have been eating those slaughtered animals everyday from years. 

People in social media are just spreading this news of pregnant elephant like a fire but in real life they are not taking actions on their part. It turns a mirror on the people who consume them. These animals should be slaughtered humanely, sadly this doesn’t always happen. Let’s treat our animals with love and bring an end to these cowardly acts.

#Justice is equal for all

My diary

I write diary since I was 13. Now I am habitual. my happiness my sorrow everything I write.Writing is the best way of remerbrance . I have written everything on my diary. Now i am sharing something about my diary. It might look childish. I named her kittty. So here’s my kittyyy…

एक दिन मैं बहुत उदास थी
सामने तुम्हे देखा, तुम भी अकेली थी
मै तुम्हे अपने पास ले आयी
कुछ सूझ नहीं रहा था तो,
तुमसे ही बाते करना शुरू कर दिया
तुम भी ना कितनी अच्छी हो
चुपचाप मुझे सुन रही थी
कुछ देर बाद थोड़ा मन हल्का हो गया
अगले दिन मै खुश थी
मुझे तुम्हारी याद आई
तुम्हारे पास आईं और आज भी बाते की
तुम्हारी सबसे अच्छी बात पता है क्या थी
तुम मुझे बहुत ध्यान से सुनती थी
अब हम रोज बाते करने लगे
हम दोस्त बन गए थे
अब तुम्हे भी मेरे बारे में सब पता है
तुम हमेशा मेरे साथ रहती थी
कभी अकेला नहीं छोड़ती
अब हमे कई साल हो गए साथ मै
तुम मेरी बेस्ट फ्रैंड हो
मेरी प्यारी किटी!

Marriage Phobia

“Every time my parents ask me for marriage
My mind goes numb
Heart get shrink
The idea of marriage scares me a lot”

and what is the criteria to know the perfect age for marriage ?
23- 24 seems too late to get married, really
I’m tired of explaing them, I am not ready yet it will take time, I am trying to get myself settle first.
But for typical indian parents these are bumbest things to hear.
And they start relating things to there time
Almost 25 to 30 yrs back.
Things are changed, no ???
I didn’t even think of marriage they made my full wedding plan.
Who gives such an inspiration.
But I just try to keep on delaying , until I find myself prepared. Marrying so early doesn’t make sense to me.

LoCkDoWn Diaries

I am a college student so my activities were like this…
I was in college
*Lockdown declared
*Went to Home
# it’s vocation time
*Stayed home
*no going out of house
Fear of Corona😱😱

# 4-5 days passed
* Started feeling bored
* Tried to live well with parents😂😂

Try your cooking skills,🥫🥗🍲🍲
Ohh so many of my friends are chef.
Great to know
After lockdown go for master chef audition

# Sleep in day🥱🥱
Wake up in night🥴

* Thanks to Netflix
   You helped a lot

# Oh good news..
Lockdown extended

# Now teachers worried for online classes
Do not understand anything
*  Assignments
*  Assignments……..!!!
Just copy and paste.

# Now parents aren’t in mood to co-operate any more.
They started taunting.😤
Now where to go.

# lockdown keep on extending. Happily I passed almost 50 days…many more to go.